Friday, November 10, 2023

My IVF Journey 1: Journey of Love and Loss

Welcome back,

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim....



It's been a while since my last update, and I appreciate your patience and understanding. Recently, a new friend entered my life, and she wisely suggested that I consistently share my journey here. Thank you so much my dear friend.. and you know who you are...The reason? I want this blog to be a safe place where I can openly discuss my IVF journey, including its highs and lows.

Unfortunately, I must share the news that my first successful IVF,  I tragically lost my first child. The pain is deep and the feelings are unfiltered. Yet, I believe in the power of sharing our stories to heal and connect with others who may be on similar paths..Insyallah..

To those who have supported me throughout this challenging time— nenek, mama, papa, ayah, mak, my both side siblings, and friends—I want to express my heartfelt gratitude. Your presence and comforting words mean the world to me.

I would especially like to thank my beloved hubby. Your consistent support and uplifting words have been my source of strength.. Abang, You are the most important person in my life. Alhamdulillah..

In the midst of my grief, I find solace in the unwavering belief that Allah is with me. And, truly, I redha... My heart holds both sorrow and acceptance, for my precious Khadeeja now awaits mummy and daddy in Syurga Allah.

It's a journey of profound loss, but I find comfort in the knowledge that my dear child is in a better place. To Khadeeja, anak syurga mummy, Mummy wants you to know that mummy and daddy love you dearly, and our love for you goes beyond the limits of this world. 






Until Next Time,

'Ain



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