My IVF Journey 1: A Journey of Healing After Losing Khadeeja

 

Welcome Back,

Losing Khadeeja was really tough for me, and it left a big hole in my life. When I was feeling sad, I started reading stories about the “Anak Syurga” to find comfort. By reading these stories, I find strength.

Every time I read a story, it made me feel a bit happy, even though I often ended up crying. Among the things that bring me immense joy is knowing that Khadeeja runs and plays in the gardens of Syurga Allah.

As I delved into these stories, I learned something important - the kids in Syurga will have a special place in Allah's beautiful mountains. What makes me happiest, as a mom, is that my dear Khadeeja is being taken care of by Prophet Ibrahim (AS) and Sarah (AS). Alhamdulillah, I feel reassured that they will always be okay in their special home.

In this heavenly place, there's a tree called Thuba that gives nourishing milk to everyone. MashaAllah…

Looking back on this journey, I remember how stressed I was before Khadeeja was born, especially about finding "Nanny". But Khadeeja understood. Khadeeja left me before I could give birth to her because she wanted to be cared for by Prophet Ibrahim Khalilullah, her guardian. And certainly, there is no "Nanny" in this world who can match him.

Thank you, Allah, for your blessings and for helping me through tough times. The stories of the “Anak Syurga” have been a source of healing for me, and I'm grateful for that.

Until Next Time,

'Ain